It has been 3 weeks since I blog.This is the longest time I've stopped blogging I guess.Holidays have started. Yipee!! I'm sure it can't been any better even though my body feels like breaking down yet I'm determined to type an entry.I'm on the verge of getting a sore throat. There is still 5 months before I turn 20.I'm not hinting anything...Just want to think back on this year.It has been indeed eventful with many lessons to learn. I have this little wish that by the age of 21, I will have a bf to celebrate a part of my birthday with me.But I guess just let nature takes its course. I'm gonna be 20 next year.I'll just keep it a hush hush and wait and see who will ask me out.Even if it means being alone, I'll still be happy.

I fell in love with this quote from the latest precious moment collection that says "I picked u to love".I seriously wish that my future bf can give it to me even though I have this urge to get it for MYSELF which is totally meaningless if I do so. I played a trick on my friend today and felt very apologetic even though it went fine.Sometimes I feel so bad being a devil yet being an angel at times can be hard.I suppose that's the way most people percieve me as.

My classmates and I hang out together at Marche and Ikea today.But I didn't really enjoy myself.I feel that people belittle me which is not the way I am.They see me as immature but I know I have more depth than what they think.Argh! I don't like to be misunderstood.I guess I'll just be myself and let others discover for themselves.

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

It has been 3 weeks since I blog.This is the longest time I've stopped blogging I guess.Holidays have started. Yipee!! I'm sure it can't been any better even though my body feels like breaking down yet I'm determined to type an entry.I'm on the verge of getting a sore throat. There is still 5 months before I turn 20.I'm not hinting anything...Just want to think back on this year.It has been indeed eventful with many lessons to learn. I have this little wish that by the age of 21, I will have a bf to celebrate a part of my birthday with me.But I guess just let nature takes its course. I'm gonna be 20 next year.I'll just keep it a hush hush and wait and see who will ask me out.Even if it means being alone, I'll still be happy.

I fell in love with this quote from the latest precious moment collection that says "I picked u to love".I seriously wish that my future bf can give it to me even though I have this urge to get it for MYSELF which is totally meaningless if I do so. I played a trick on my friend today and felt very apologetic even though it went fine.Sometimes I feel so bad being a devil yet being an angel at times can be hard.I suppose that's the way most people percieve me as.

My classmates and I hang out together at Marche and Ikea today.But I didn't really enjoy myself.I feel that people belittle me which is not the way I am.They see me as immature but I know I have more depth than what they think.Argh! I don't like to be misunderstood.I guess I'll just be myself and let others discover for themselves.

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